Title: You Were Mine All Along
Author: xtalleenx (ThexInvisiblexGirl on ff.net)
Chapter: 18/30 - Edward's POV
Summary: AU/AH. 3 years after If You Were Mine: Things between Edward and Bella can't get more perfect. But what happens when Bella gets the chance of a lifetime, and must choose between her love and her career?
** Make sure to read If You Were Mine first - find it here
Chapter One | Chapter Eighteen
For the first time in years, I was at loss. I had always been so sure about my feelings for her, even before us came to be. Right now, I had no idea what I wanted. I loved her, but I hated what she was doing to me. I missed her desperately, but I wanted her to stay in London. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and kiss her until we were both breathless, but at the same time I wanted to shove her as aggressively as I dared for deceiving me. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, but I regretted I'd proposed. It felt as if I was stuck in this dangerous trap, one I had absolutely no idea how to get myself out of.
** banner under the cut - huge thankyou to mizra !