xnimc (nimc) wrote in lion_lamb,

Fanfic Update: To Be Loved, Chapter 12

Title: To Be Loved
Author: NimC
Rated: M (for violence, language, and sensitive subject matter)
Pairings: Jacob/Bella at first, but I swear this is an Edward/Bella story!
Genre: Romance/Angst

Summary: Bella Swan suffers from a tragic past and wants nothing more than to be loved. Edward Cullen, who is an English bad-boy-trying-to-be-good, never wants to love again. The two seem to hate each other! But when Bella ends up in an unsafe and even dangerous relationship with Jacob Black, will Edward continue to deny his true feelings? Or will he accept the truth soon enough to step in before it's too late? AH AU OOC

Chapter Teaser:

I had to strike while the iron was hot, while she wasn't with Jacob anymore. Maybe she would see what she was missing out on. Not right away, but later on. Later, when I eased myself into her life a bit more. Maybe she would realize who she's better off with.

I was screwed. The whole I-have-to-hate-her-before-I-fall-in-love-with-her-and-she-breaks-my-heart thing wasn't working for me.

So it was settled. The next day, at school, while she was still broken up with the Asshat, I would start to, slowly but surely, reserve my spot in her heart.

Because I couldn't lie to myself. As much as I knew it might kill me if it didn't work out, I couldn't deny the truth.

I was falling for her.

Pleased with my new plan and my inner musings, I decided to go to bed early and without dinner.

Tomorrow would be a fresh start.


The Beginning
Chapter 12
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