Story: The Search For Myself : Edward & Bella
Update: Chapter 12 - Permanent
Rated: T for now for cursing, mainly [Mature later for sexual content]
General Spoilers: None aware of
Story Breakdown: What if Bella and Edward's roles were reversed, leaving Bella the Vampire and Edward the Human? As predicaments change and situations become harder, will their fate still be destined or will unexpected plans change their lives... forever?
Chapter Breakdown: The meadow scene at first, as requested. But this chapter is very unexpected, and drags you along the emotions as Bella struggles with herself to fight the urgency of wanting his blood.
Chapter Spoiler/Sneak Peek:
I knew I shouldn't trust myself with him.
If I lost control now, my emotions could take ahold of me and I could snap, willing or unwilling, and it could be all over.
A good percentage of me told me to lay back because I wanted this sooo damn badly and to go with that desire, but the smaller -- yet more demanding -- part of me told me to get the hell away from him. Now.
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