Author: Noelle / whoremosexual
Characters/Pairing: Edward and Bella. Some of the others will show their faces.
Rating: M/ NC-17
Category: Drama & Angst
Warnings: AU-AH, Sightly OOC, and lemons
Summary:"There is a thin line in the pavement of our friendship and we crossed it." Can an affair be right if it's with your best friend?
Notes: A big thanks to spread_the_fun for being my beta!
Read it here or over at ff.net . Or start from the beginning here
The taste of Edward was starting to linger on my lips as I just looked at him. Why did he kiss me? Why did I kiss him back? Everything seemed to be blurred as I stared at him. Only a couple seconds had passed and it already felt like hours. I had an urge to kiss him again, but a small voice in my head was screaming at me.
He's your best friend! You can't kiss him again! And you have a boyfriend! A fucking boyfriend who loves you!
Oh, god! I have never cheated on any of my boyfriends. I have always been the one who gets cheated on. I knew how it felt, but something in me didn't care. I wanted...no, I needed to kiss Edward again.
“Do it again.” I told him. The smarter, safer part of me screamed inside my head, but I didn't care. I already crossed the line and I'm not going back.
“W-what?” He mumbled.
“Do it again, Edward. Now....please.”
Edward didn't waste any time. He crawled over to me as while I sat there, perfectly still. He took my head into his hands then gently kissed me. Just with that little kiss, I craved more.
We looked into each other’s eyes, trying to figure out with this meant.
I tried to take off Edward's shirt but he pulled away, letting go of my face.
“Bella, are you sure?” Edward asked.
I could tell him that I was, but that would be a lie. I was everything but sure about this, but I knew that I couldn't simply sto. I needed Edward this way. I should fight this but I'm not going to.
“No,” I took off my top “But I don't care.”
I could tell he felt the same way as he pulled off his shirt. Seeing him without his shirt was a little treat on its own. Of course, I had seen him like this before, but I'm now seeing him with lust-filled eyes.
Edward pulled at my waist so I could be closer to him. “Goddamn, Bella, I want so you badly right now.” He attacked my lips as he started to take off my pants.
Within minutes, we were naked. I had to bit my lip when I saw his hardness, the wetness between my legs growing.
I couldn't wait any more. “Edward, sit down.” He did as I asked. I started to straddle his lap. I gently let his penis into me.
I almost lost it when I felt him in me. It felt so amazing, so perfect.
Edward took a hold of my waist and started to slowly pull me up and down. I kept my hands on his shoulder.
As our pace grew Edward bent down and took one of my nipples into his mouth.
“Oh, god!” I cried out, which made him gently bite down. “Edward!” I took a hold of his hair, pulling his face to mine. He started to smile at me as I kissed him with all of my might.
How much more could I take before I lost my mind? Every single bone in my body was flying, and I never wanted to come down. Edward's hands gripped my back as we went faster.
“Bella!” Edward moaned, loudly.
I could feel myself coming, which made me look down at Edward. Our eyes locked as we made it to the finish line.
The second I came, I cried out. It was the best feeling I had ever had. The peak I had never been to now knew my name. I could tell Edward felt the same way. My name kept falling from his mouth.
We slowly shook as we kept our eyes together.
I could have never seen this coming. Edward Cullen - my best friend - just gave me the best orgasm ever. Everything felt so amazing and beautiful which made tears come to my eyes. I wasn't saddened by this at all. Happy tears were showing themselves.
Edward didn't say anything, just gently wiped my tears away. I smiled to show him that I wasn't upset. He smiled in return and wrapped his arms around me. I buried my face in the crook of his neck, breathing in his sweet smell.
After some time had passed, Edward lifted my body up and lightly laid me down on the bed. I stayed still as he covered me up with a blanket. I felt a prick of pain because I thought he wasn't staying, but when he laid down next to me I smiled. We were on our sides, facing each other. Edward and I didn't say anything, just kept our eyes on each other. I needed to feel him so I reached out my hand and took his into mine. He smiled as he held on.
The morning light came into my bedroom as I woke. I opened my eyes to a beautiful sight – sleeping Bella. Her hair was lop sided as her mouth was slightly opened. So. Fucking. Beautiful. I have always thought she was, but now I have seen her in another light, which made her more than beautiful.
Our hands were still hanging onto each other which made me smile.
This made sense to me. No matter how weird it might look from the outside, Bella and I seemed to work this way too. I don't know if we would be more than this, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. To have this truly amazing woman in my life, and add mind-blowing sex into it, sounded like my own personal heaven.
Bella's annoying ring tone started to play. I didn't know what song the tone was from, but it sounded like two cats fighting to the death. I didn't want to stop touching Bella, but I also didn't want to wake her up, so I got up.
I picked up Bella's pants and pulled out her phone.
There it was.
The reason why we couldn't do this.
'Mike', the caller ID read.
Bella has a boyfriend and I'm pretty sure he wouldn't be ok if I fucked her anytime I could get my hands on her.
Oh, and I have a girlfriend. I really shouldn't forget that.
I looked over at Bella. She was still sleeping, so I sent the call to the voice mail.
I wanted to be with her as long as I could, so I got back into bed.
Hopefully, it can last a little bit longer.