Rating:T (M may be later.)
Spoilers: NEW MOON and Twilight i suppose.
Summary:Bella doesn't know how to go on without Edward. Will Edward save her before it's too late?
Please comment to let me know if i should continue! Very First one, so its short.
Edward. As soon as I said his name, I instantly regretted it. My heart ached; his name stretched it farther apart. I looked next to me, I looked around my room. Nothing, no one. He left. No! My heart screamed out to me. I woke up with an ache in my heart, and a gut feeling like my whole world had changed. Like my life had just been taken away from me, and I was to spend my days empty.
“No! No! No!” I screamed. Now not only did it feel as though my heart was in two. It felt like someone had pulled it from my chest and ran with it. My mind couldn’t warp around what actually happened. It was still dark out and the only thing I could hear was the rain pounding against my closed window.
My mind kept playing this over and over in my head like a skipping CD. He left, why? How could he leave me? Didn’t he realize how much I needed him? Of course he did. So, why did he go? What did I do? In my head I was tracing back to things I might have done. Nothing came to mind. The same questions kept racing my mind.
I tried going back to sleep, but every time I closed my eyes I would see his angelic face. Maybe taking a shower and getting dressed would help.
Even this tortured me. The thought of him in my room waiting for me as I raced through a shower and I ran to my room seemed to make me feel as though the whole world was spinning around me. When I got to my small bathroom, I looked in the mirror. I looked dead. I looked just as how I felt. After I was done I couldn’t make myself go back into my room, where so much would remind me of him.
*I'm new to fanfiction. Please comment to tell me if i should continue! This is my very first! :]