Let's see if anyone can analyze or interpret this thing how I wrote it to be =]
Wont, Shouldnt, Cant Love
You wont love me for long;
But please dont back away.
Its impossible for you to look at me,
And see me clearly; you cant feel the same.
Were out of odds, all off balance.
It doesnt make sense for you to stick around,
Were not matching odds, just odds that dont match.
Too different: you too perfect, me too plain.
You shouldnt love me, not at all.
Youre not mine, and Im not yours.
Its not meant to go this way, not in this life, not this time;
But youre here, my only light in the pitch dark; hes not.
Its so easy to be around you, to forget about the hole hes left;
Youre my sun, shining steadily and keeping me fixed in your gravity.
But its not enough, you arent enough;
You love me too much, I dont love you enough: youre too good, Im too broken.
You cant love me; its not possible, not probable.
Ive done nothing for you, given nothing; been selfish.
Youve saved me more times than one should count.
Complicate things, hurt you: is all I do.
You came back; you cant leave me.
Im too weak, too selfish, to give up either of you.
You wont; shouldnt; cant love me;
But you do. You're my existence and you my sun.