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FF Updated - Friends to lovers

Hey Everyone! The next chapter is up! :D

Friends to lovers
Author: lie_to_me26 
Characters/Pairing: Edward and Bella. All of the other Twilight couples will show their faces. :D
Rating: M
Category: Drama/Romance
Spoilers: There's no spoilers to any of the books. This is a BIG AU and there will be a lot of lemons
Summary: Bella and Edward are best friends who secretly loved each other but what happens when they add benefits to their relationship?
Notes: Thanks to Galadeon over at FF.net for being my beta! :D

Read chapter. 5 - The deal here or start with the preface


I took in a deep breath before I opened the front door to the apartment I shared with Alice. Everything felt so perfect right now. I was going to see Edward later and maybe even have my way with him. I have never been this way before. In my past relationships, I was always shy about sex and anything that came with it but with Edward, I found myself being less and less shy about it.

I opened the door then called out, “Honey, I'm home!” as I started to walk to the living room.

“Run, Bella, while you have the chance.” Jasper whispered to me as he was walking out of the room.

I laughed “It's better to face these things head on.”

“It's your funeral.” Jasper and Alice had been dating for two years. They met through Edward and have been happy ever since. “Allie, the missing room mate is home.”

“You give me so many rules to follow” Alice walking into the living room “and I ask for one. Just one and you break it.”

“Oh, come on. I only gave you one rule; no sex in the kitchen, living room, and my bedroom.” As soon as I was done, Jasper started to laugh but stopped very quickly.

“What the hell?! Where did you guys have sex?”

“Well, last night when I was waiting up for you, Jasper and I were talking on the sofa and one thing lead to another. Oh, whatever, I'm not the one who kept the other friend worried all night.” She stuck her tongue at me.

“Yeah, you might have been worried but not all night. Let's make a truce. I won't get pissed because you and Jasper did dirty things on our poor sofa and you will stop freaking out because I didn't call.”

“Fine but-” Alice stopped talking then just stared at my top. “Your top is inside out.”

I looked down. Fuck!

“Oh my god!” She started to jump up and down “Oh my god! You had sex!” I could feel my cheeks starting to burn “You had a one night-stand. I'm so proud of you.”

I could hear Jasper laughing in the kitchen. “Why are you proud of me?” I asked.

“Because you did something crazy and wild. And you never do those kind of things.” She paused a moment, “Oh my god, it was Keith, wasn't it?”

I couldn't lie to save myself so I just shook my head 'yes'. I felt bad after doing that. I never lie to Alice and I will make sure I never do it again.

After getting on new clothes, I pulled my cell phone out of my hand bag. I started to smile a silly little smile when I saw that Edward left me a text message.

I can't wait for tonight – E

I texted him back You have no idea -B

I decided to do a good cleaning on the whole apartment. Alice and Jasper spent most of the day sleeping since they were having so much fun last night; they were dead tried.

When everything was nice and clean, I started to look for something to wear tonight. Every time I had a date, I would let Alice do her magic on me but since Edward and I didn't talk about telling people. I knew I needed to do this on my own. After going through my clothes, I found a blue dress that still had it's tags.

I knew Edward was going to pick me up at seven but I really didn't want to answer a bunch of questions on why her brother was picking up. I slipped on a coat that covered my dress then walked out of my room.

“Hey, Bells!” Alice yelled from the living room.

“Hey, I'm going out for a little bit. I will be back later.”

“Ok, see you later.”

I let out a deep breath then headed out to Edward's. I tried to calm myself down but I couldn't help but to feel nervous. Would he just tell me that we couldn't be friends with benefits? Would I be able to deal with that? Knowing I already had a taste of him and then getting it could never happen again. I shuddered at the thought.

I knocked on the door.

When Edward opened the door, I had to catch my breath. He was wearing black jeans with a dark blue shirt that hugged his gorgeous body.

“I thought I was supposed to pick you up.”

It took a full second for me to realize Edward said something to me. “Uh...Yeah but I thought it would be better if I came here then you pick me up. Alice is one for asking questions so I'm pretty sure she would have a million if she saw you picking me up.”

“Very well.” I walked into his apartment “Can I take your coat for you?” he asked.

“Sure.” Just with his hands taking off my coat, I could feel my heart react. As I tried to not think about what I wanted his hands to do to me, I started to smell something really good. “Wow, that smells good.” I walked into the kitchen. I wasn't thinking when I said the first part “What's cooking-” good looking. I had to laugh at myself for almost say something very, very cheesy. I bet dinner is going to be amazing.”

“Fingers crossed.” Edward gently brushed the back of his hand down my arm. God, it felt truly amazing. “You look amazing.” He told me.

Edward thought I looked amazing? How did I ever get this lucky to have a beautiful man like him tell me those kind words? “You look amazing, too.”

We stared at each other. Yet again, I didn't think as I pulled his head closer to mine then kissed his lips. Edward's arm wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer. We both moan even though our lips were together. My hands made their way down to his belt. I needed him – now.

Edward pulled away “Dinner and talking before that.”

Damn it! “Yeah. Dinner. Talking. Perfect.”

As he went back to making dinner, I put my back against the fridge and watched him. My whole body was aching for him and I was trying to keep my lust for him at bay.

“Do you want a glass of wine?” Edward asked. All I could do was nod. I didn't trust my voice at this moment.

He handed me a glass of the wine “Thank you.”

“You're welcome, beautiful.” Oh, come on! Does he really want to kill me? My cheeks became bright red.


“Yes?” He answered.

These words needed to come out. They would keep trying to get out one way or another. “I-I have been thinking about you all day and um...” I put my head down. “All I want right now is to feel you in me.”

Edward picked up my head with his hands, “Bella, please look at me.”

I couldn't look at him. I just said something I have never said before and I could never think of saying ever again. I wanted to change the subject “This is really good. What kind is it? It's good, very good.”

Edward bent his head down so his lips were right by my ear. “You have no idea how much I want to be in you right now.”

“Edward. Let's talk very fast so you can take me to your bed.”

“Ok, We both want sex and not the whole relationship thing, right?”


“Friends with benefits, right?”

“Sounds perfect. Should we tell anyone or keep it a secret?” I asked.

“Secret, for now.”

I really didn't want to think about how everyone would take this so I'm more then willing to keep it a secret. “You and I are best friends with benefits and we are not going to say anything – for now.”

“Yes, sounds amazing.”

We stared at each other. I couldn't wait any longer. “Edward, is the oven on or the stove? You know, fire hazards.”

Edward turned off the stove then kissed me as he pulled me into his arms.

I pulled away from his lips “I can't believe we are doing this.”

“I know.”

“Can we just forget that that we might be making a big mistake and just make each other moan all night long?” I asked.

“Yes, yes, yes.” He carried me into his room.

“Edward, put me down, please?” I asked.

I unbuttoned his shirt then pulled it off. My fingers ran across his amazing chest then made it down to his belt. I pulled off my dress, showing my matching pair of powder blue bra and underwear. He tried to kiss me but I moved my head away.

I took his hands then walked him over to his bed. I gently pushed him on it then I straddled his lap . Edward's fingers moved up and down my thighs. I smiled at him.

“Do you want me, Edward?” I asked him.

“More then you will ever know.”

“Then show me.”

Edward flipped me onto my back then ripped off his boxers then my underwear. As I felt him in my entrance, I gripped my hands on his shoulders.

“You're so perfect.” He told me.

I needed to be closer to him after he said that. I'm not perfect, he was the one who is perfect.

“Oh, god!” I cried out as I moved Edward moved his body faster.

“Bella! Bella!”

“I'm almost there, Edward.” I moaned into his ear.

When we got our climaxes, we both fell back onto the bed.

“Oh god, that was amazing.” I told him.

“Better than amazing.”

“Yes,”I rolled on top of him then sat up. “Are you ready?”


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