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FF Updated - Friends to lovers

Hey Everyone! Here's the new chapter! Hope you all like it :D

Friends to lovers
Author: lie_to_me26 
Characters/Pairing: Edward and Bella. All of the other Twilight couples will show their faces. :D
Rating: M
Category: Drama/Romance
Spoilers: There's no spoilers to any of the books. This is a BIG AU and there will be a lot of lemons
Summary: Bella and Edward are best friends who secretly loved each other but what happens when they add benefits to their relationship?
Notes: Thanks to Galadeon over at FF.net for being my beta! :D

Read chapter. 3 - The morning after here or start with the preface


As Edward pulled out of me, my whole body felt like it was going to explode. My head was spinning as I tried to catch my breath. How is it possible to have that kind of mind-blowing sex and still be alive to talk about it?

“Wow...wow...wow,” I mumbled. This all was too good to be true. As I turned to look at Edward for proof that this all was real, he was turning his head towards me too. Our eyes met as we tried to figure out what just happened. I couldn't deny that I felt sadness as I looked into his eyes. I didn't know how long this would last so I wrapped my arms around Edward's waist then rested my head on his shoulder. It took a second or two for him to react but when he did it felt like heaven. I fell asleep shortly after he gently kissed the top of my head.

I woke to the sun creeping into Edward's bedroom. It still took me a second to realize that last night was not a dream and that this very naked Edward holding me in his arms was real. I slowly reached out my hand then laid it on on his cheek. He's so beautiful, so amazing, and so out of my league. I dated book worms and computer geeks, not men like Edward. I gently ran my fingers through his hair. I had to fight the urge to wake him up and kiss his god-like face. After much fighting with myself, I slipped out of the bed. I really didn't want to get my clothes from last night on, so I quietly looked through Edward's dresser then found a shirt to wear. Before I left the room, I took one last look at Edward sleeping. I sighed.

I pulled my cell phone out of my hand bag to see if I had any missed calls. Before I opened it, I remembered that I never called Alice and told her where I was. We have lived together a couple years and we made a rule to always call the other person if we are not coming home that night. Shit! There was twenty missed calls and six voice messages from her.

“First message...Hey Bells, Just wondering if you were coming home soon. I really want to hear about your date. Talk you later.” The rest of the messages were of her freaking out that I had not called her. This is when my silly little friend becomes my second mom.

Alice didn't even let the phone ring more then once before answering, “Bella?! Where the fuck are you?!” That caught me off guard. She has never been a fan of swearing.

“Alice, calm down. I'm okay. I'm really sorry I didn't call you.”

“I was worried about you, Bella. I didn't know if you were alive or dead.”

“No, Alice, I'm not dead. I'm fine.”

She let out a deep breath. “You could have been in a ditch somewhere. I wouldn't know because you didn't call me.”

“Alice, I'm talking to you so how could I be in a ditch?” This was going to go on for a long time. I sighed then I saw Edward, looking at me. “Um...I have to go. I will be home soon.” I told her.

Edward smiled “Hey.”

I wondered if he knew the effect he had on me. Just with that simple word, I felt like I was flying “H-hey.” My cheeks started to flame as I dropped my head.

Edward sat down next to me then picked up my head with his hands“What's wrong?”

What I supposed to say? Last night made me love you even more then already do. Just thinking about what we did last night makes me wet. Or I could just tell him how I really feel. Yeah, I really don't want to feel my heart getting trashed at this moment.

I jumped up from the sofa “I have to go. Alice is worried sick about me.” Before I could get to the bedroom, Edward stopped me.

“We need to talk about this.” I should have known that Edward wouldn't just let this go.

“There's nothing to talk about. We had sex. That's it.” He stopped me again when I tried to walk away.

“Yeah, we had sex but it wasn't some meaningless one nightstand. We're best friends. That's a big thing.” Why did he have to be so sweet and want to talk about our feelings?

I ran my fingers through my hair “Fine, Edward. It was the best sex of my life and all I want to do is pull you into that bed of yours and have my way with you.” It was the truth and I couldn't believe I just said it out loud.

I was shocked when he pulled me into a kiss. My whole body felt like goo as I put my hands behind his neck, pulling him closer to me. Even though it felt amazing kissing him, I knew if I didn't stop now, I would never be able to let go of him.

“I have to take a shower. I smell like...sex with you.” I walked into the bathroom.

What was wrong with me? Edward Cullen, that's what. The guy that I had loved since I was sixteen wanted to have sex with me but no, I'm in the goddamn bathroom without him. Would it be so bad if we started to be friends with benefits? Yeah, I would end up getting my heart broken in the end but I already accepted that fate a long time ago. I pulled off Edward's shirt then opened the door. His eyes went from shocked to lust-filled. I took his hand then walked him into the bathroom. I stepped into the shower then let the lust be seen.


I pressed my back against the wall then pulled Edward closer to me. I wrapped one of my legs around his waist as he pushed himself into me. I knew if he kept a slow pace, I would go insane.

“Harder, Edward.” I moaned. He did as I told him which was a turn-on. “Edward! Edward!” I moaned, loudly. When he moved faster and deeper into me, I felt like I was going to lose it.

God, I love this man.

When it came down to his time to moan, I smiled to myself. I'm the reason why he did that and I couldn't help but to feel like I was flying.

When we finished, Edward picked up my body then walked us to his room. I thought we were going to finish what we already started in the shower.

“Nope” Edward told me. I could feel my heart drop. He wanted me then he didn't. I'm so confused. He started to put on my clothes which felt like a slap in the face. He was kicking me out?!

Edward looked up at me “Bella, I would love to make you moan my name again but I know my sister and she will end up calling the police if she doesn't see you soon.”

After I got over the fact that he would love to hear me moan his name, I realized he was right. “Yeah, you are right but we really need to talk about...you know.”

Edward smiled “I know. Let's have dinner tonight. We can talk things over.”

Dinner with Edward? Amazing. “Ok. I think I can finish getting ready.” I would have loved him to finish. His hands touching my skin is my new drug.

When we got done getting ready, we walked to the front door. I didn't want to say good-bye but I had to get over that I would have to wait until tonight to see him.

So, I will pick you up at seven. I will make dinner.” Edward told me.

“Sounds good. Edward...Last night and this morning was better then amazing.”

“Same for me.” He bent down then kissed me.

I could get used to this.

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